Letter to my soulmate

Locked in silence

I feel like the words could never be enough to explain the depth of feeling that sprouts up anytime that you are near, have always being a private person, a calm that could never rattle, but your presence caused a chain of reaction I couldn't begin to phantom, in my silence you felt as though I didn' t care, not know that what lay beneath the stillness I portrayed was a burning inferno, a never ending passion that lit my heart afire, that I found meaning in your presence and feel bereft when you are far, and yet I hide so much beyond the stony countenance its a hardship to discern the direction of my colorful thoughts, so you wouldn't know that the silence was because words would have never felt enough, have being hurt so many times I decided to lock up, hoping no one would be able to access the part of me that cares but always acts like it doesn't, I know what it feels like to be turned away, so I hid it all the fiery, burning part of my self that could be ignited by a moments kindness, it takes some kind of courage to love, have your whole life be about something and someone become the light of your world, someone who lits your world like a million stars, I wanna be that kind of person for you, but fear won't let me, it feels like I can't come to a decision because I feel like I'll end up getting the other end of the straw yet, I keep waiting and coming around, that the desire and passion would find an outlet that could always me express myself in ways that there would be no contrast between how you began and I ended, I could be the answers to your prayers if you would ignore that I could never find the words to say, that the silence were the words that I couldn't say, some wounds bleed in a way you could see but what do we do about the heart that hurts so much it freezes, so many times have being cold frigid but I think its a warped thing to say because what I feel for you burns like a hot lava. Am a coward because even if the world was about to end I wouldnt be able to say the words that will make you stay, that when I envision my world, I see you at its center, that I wanna share everything with you down to my last day, when I can barely lift my hands to say hello, so its necessary that I'll make sacrifices for you, because you are just like the air I breathe, I dream also in beautiful coulours of living together sharing smiles, a beautiful meal and enjoying breeze late at night while holding hands, I dream of going on vacations to places I have always read about, so that you will know that I choose you above all else

Beauty isn't everything, but yours leave me i n daze it feels like light from above shines on you, so I admire and adore all that you are, and i want you to know I would be everything you dream of and more. That I'll be the shield for you against the world and the thought of yours that might do harm. So I want you to live knowing that my words are my silenceLocked in silence

I feel like the words could never be enough to explain the depth of feeling that sprouts up anytime that you are near, have always being a private person, a calm that could never rattle, but your presence caused a chain of reaction I couldn't begin to phantom, in my silence you felt as though I didn' t care, not know that what lay beneath the stillness I portrayed was a burning inferno, a never ending passion that lit my heart afire, that I found meaning in your presence and feel bereft when you are far, and yet I hide so much beyond the stony countenance its a hardship to discern the direction of my colorful thoughts, so you wouldn't know that the silence was because words would have never felt enough, have being hurt so many times I decided to lock up, hoping no one would be able to access the part of me that cares but always acts like it doesn't, I know what it feels like to be turned away, so I hid it all the fiery, burning part of my self that could be ignited by a moments kindness, it takes some kind of courage to love, have your whole life be about something and someone become the light of your world, someone who lits your world like a million stars, I wanna be that kind of person for you, but fear won't let me, it feels like I can't come to a decision because I feel like I'll end up getting the other end of the straw yet, I keep waiting and coming around, that the desire and passion would find an outlet that could always me express myself in ways that there would be no contrast between how you began and I ended, I could be the answers to your prayers if you would ignore that I could never find the words to say, that the silence were the words that I couldn't say, some wounds bleed in a way you could see but what do we do about the heart that hurts so much it freezes, so many times have being cold frigid but I think its a warped thing to say because what I feel for you burns like a hot lava. Am a coward because even if the world was about to end I wouldnt be able to say the words that will make you stay, that when I envision my world, I see you at its center, that I wanna share everything with you down to my last day, when I can barely lift my hands to say hello, so its necessary that I'll make sacrifices for you, because you are just like the air I breathe, I dream also in beautiful coulours of living together sharing smiles, a beautiful meal and enjoying breeze late at night while holding hands, I dream of going on vacations to places I have always read about, so that you will know that I choose you above all else

Beauty isn't everything, but yours leave me i n daze it feels like light from above shines on you, so I admire and adore all that you are, and i want you to know I would be everything you dream of and more. That I'll be the shield for you against the world and the thought of yours that might do harm. So I want you to live knowing that my words are my silence

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