Prologue

I am Wendy a normal woman with average life. However, my normal worker life has to change when my boss and I got drunk.  We woke up in the morning everything's had happened between us.

What is more surprising, when my boss Ryan want to take responsibility when he knows I'm pregnant with his child. Of course how can I not agree to be married into a multi-billionaire husband and all in all perfect man.

We celebrate our marriage in a simple and few people attending our wedding but memorable. For me, I can't wish anything more. The truth is I am also one of Ryan's admirers and now his wife.

As the time goes, I feel in love with him even more even though its only once a week that we meet each other. He is a good, caring, loving and perfect husband in the world. He always gave souvenirs and also my favorite comic books whenever he come home from his business. I feel contented and didn't even think whether he has mistress or not. I really fully trust him so much.

However, 1 month before I gave birth to my baby boy he still hasn't come back. It's been 2 months that he is in abroad, and I still can't contact him. I am so worried about him and also for our baby.

In a morning I buy some groceries in a grocery store. But I was hit by a snatcher running away from his victim. And that victim is... It was him! My husband!

My eyes are shining with happiness, only focusing at him like he is the only man I saw in this world. I was glad, relieved at the same time very happy to saw him again. He also stops and our eyes meet.

However, his eyes are full of panic, shock, helpless and sadness.

'Darling why are you so... Sad?'

That makes me confused not realize that a Car hit me.

'Huh?' It was too late for me to realize what happened to me when I fall in his arm.

I can't hear what he says, but I know he is calling my name again and again. He's eyes are full of shock and worry. With a crystal tear fall in his eyes fall of Sadness that breaks my heart. I hate it when he is like this. But what can I do? I am dying... It's so painful watching him crying so much that the pain I felt in my whole body.

I smile at him and touch his face.

“I love you so much” I whisper. My tears are also falling from the heart aches I felt.

'I know it's my fault leaving him behind with his child in my womb. I am a hateful wife to let my feelings go without knowing what is happening around me.'

I blink when his tear fall in my nose along with my blurry eyes. Likewise, I want to sleep, but I want to be with him.

“... child...”

' Our child... Please save him...' I open my mouth to get some air.

“I...sorry...”

' I'm so sorry for being your useless wife and mother to our child. I'm so idiot for not even managed to protect our child. I don't deserve your love. Likewise, I don't deserve to be with you in this life. However.... If God ever given me another chance to come back in time... I am willing to stay away from you... Because you don't deserve a useless idiot wife like me. You deserve a perfect and beautiful wife. I hate my self for being your useless wife. '

In my last breath I remember every happiness that we shared. Memories that I won't forget. He is my only happiness. My only love. I can give away my hobby just for him. I love him so very much. Why God have given me a life like this. To have a perfect future but in the end it's not a happy ending.

' If ever God give me another chance...

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