episode 2 losing sanity

"miss?" the doctor shakes my shoulder when she sees I did not react to what she says.

"What? I don't understand. What are you saying? My daughter only has me." I shake my head continuously, trying to tell myself that I heard wrong.

I am sure Ryle Liang doesn't know I am pregnant. I even left the summer pearl mansion to get away from him and the half brother of my dad who took my father's fortune to himself.

yeah, I can't forget this dreadful people in my life. They left me with nothing that is why I kept my pregnancy all to myself because my baby is all I have in this life.

"no, no, no!!!!!!!!!!!!!" my body trembles and with bloodshot eyes I pushed the doctor away.

"miss, the father adviced that you file for lawsuit if you want custody of the child. until then, the child will live with them." the doctor hesitantly finished what's to be said.

"Ryle Liang!!! you asshole!!!!" I shouted at the top of my lungs that name that I once loved but now, I hated the most. He basically is not afraid of a lawsuit because he is capable!

Being deprived of my daughter, I am losing my sanity. I started laughing hesterically and cry simultaneously.

"Princess, mommy is here. You need breastmilk right? mommy has a lot. do you want me to hug you to sleep? baby.. baby.. princess.. baby.. mommy is right here, where are you?" I keep murmuring while choking between sobs.

unknown to me, I started bleeding. As if my womb feels my distress, the bleeding gets worse. I started to look pale and the doctor immediately call on the nurse.

"immediately, hold her down. let's sedate her first to calm her nerves down. if we let her be, she might lose her life." the doctor called.

"my baby.. where...?" I weakly murmured as the sedative kicks in.

"doc, why? why did you give the child without her consent?" one of the nurse with a weaker heart, cried upon seeing me lose consciousness.

"Let's not get ourselves involve in this matter. If only I have the power to stop him,.. but alas, the Liangs are the wealthiest and most powerful family in the country. Poor girl.." the doctor fixed my messy hair.

"come, come.. help me get her to bed. Let her rest and bring some food from the cafeteria. Tell the cook that the tab's on me." the doctor instructed.

The nurses help me to bed and get the food as instructed.

Upon losing my consciousness, i feel as if my soul began to wander. A place so foggy I can't see what's ahead or what's behind me. Am I dead? Might as well be. What's the point of living a life worst than hell. Mom and dad will I finally be reunited with you again? I keep walking aimlessly. I don't know where this will lead but it is better than be stationary.

"LISA, I LOVE YOU."

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