*Winter Olympic Beijing 2022*
I was just 15 years old, being at the Olympic at this young age is my dream, but they force me to doping. Eteri Tutberidze, that woman is a DEVIL, she screams at me when I fall, shakes me and forces me to doping, she abuses me and the other. Why can't I be a normal to win like them? Like Anna Shcherbakova? Like Alxendra Trusova? Why don't I fight back like Yulia Lipnitskaya? I have try my best, but they keep forcing me to do more.
I only want to be a normal teenager, they ignore me when I get ban, when I suffer. I do quads, I broke my legs, I crying but they only care about the quads, the medals, they did not care about my health.
She keeps screaming:
"Again, Again! Why are you falling!?"
"Stand up, Kamila. It's not time to take a rest"
But i'm tired, they keeps me up like i'm a doll, i'm thin, really thin, 35kg. They make me starving, put dope into my foods, they train me like a dog.
*Now I came back and train with her again*, Eteri now still ignores me, but I'm happier I wish she's never force me again. I restore my Quadruple Toeloop now. I can compete again.
