Secret Desire

I know everyone has secret fantasy very dark one . Some of them couldn't recognize but some of them while keep exploring own body and desire they know their desire even through met those desire but cant find the partner whom you can share with who likes to enjoy everything according to you . this isn't that much easy but can possible

yeah this me writer who have great desire of dark fantasy rather than normal sex .. and i know i am not the one ..because most of them have those desire who are eagerly to share it out with partner but as soon they know ..they become judgmental which is the great problem of human beings ..i like pleasure from pain and totally normal i hope people won't take this too way far ..i am already tired with my ex judging way who make me feel i am a thing which need to be fix  damn i am still traumatized with those evil behavior which make my self esteem so low ...i have been thinking why i do like those stuff ..am i abnormal or what ? but somewhere as i know,and heard  playing a steamy movie inside your head can come with a whole wealth of advantages . fantasizing about somebody gives yours sex life a whole new dimension. Sexual fantasies play an important role when it comes to your sexual pleasure .

So thinking about those dark desire is good but act on them even writer have no experience about it lol . what you guys thought about it?

So my partner whom i love with him ..he like to act  dominant while having sex ....and for me what i like ...you know already lol..no need to tell ..its not like he is right one .. but yeah sometimes our need are different where we need to discuss about it ...i am totally in love the way he act as dominant and make me do all those submissive stuff ... but as far i saw he have another desire too but even i dont know what is it .. i feel bad as he success to satisfied me but am i success to satisfied him ? i dont know what his needs  ... Maybe i dont know him. but one thing i dont like if i order him to do anything he got angry .. yeah and i discuss it ..he told me since childhood have been obey guy who obeyed everything what elders and his ex girlfriend say ..when he thinks about it make himself hate by then ...which turn him into this personality ..as far i know people likes to do which he haven't done before ..get attracted to it ..thats what his desire turn him into dominant person ..and i love the way he is half evil half angel ..crap i am not here to discuss him lol..its just people desire how turn them into next level with all those emotion and feelings ..all those changes with seasons and heartbreak in life ..thats also a beautiful part of human ...people sometimes cant accept the changes in their partner ..but all we need to understand ...but people have to understand ...no one can be same for long ..with their knowledge and exploration things will change and i know its bitter ..but true need to accept partner too ...if their desire doesnt meet with you ..they might find those qualities in others ..damn once they found that partner ..they get attracted ti ..you have no other option to let them go and let them explore more ...i am sure with that heartbreak you change to create other self desire, and then you will be happy to let them go ..because thats what life is ..several stories ..several desires, but there is always end of chapter ...to start next chapter ...so explore more ..pursue your happiness in yourself rather than others ...

Most important create your own fantasy and desires that's the only freedom and beautiful thing you can do in this life.

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