Left out

I am in love with a guy and i am asking this question myself am i in love and is this right person ？because there is so many stages of love.. you need to pass it just like an exam . First stage as always so beautiful and amazing with all that kind of feelings as it feel that person only belongs to you, and you start rely on that feelings ...because at first stage there is no fight and no argument ..just sweet talk and know each other  ...but real love start after know each other that’s the second stage of love just like a play game easy to medium to hard level exactly life is all about game start with easiest to things but its about your ability how you can handle it yeah with experience too and for that you need to fall in love again and again i know its not easy and also not easy at once for everyone

so with that second stage people go through with all those feelings and emotions that we never ever experienced but its totally normal . You know what a worst part in second stage  is you already accept that person no matter hows he/she treat you because you in love thats why we called its blind love lol. i agree with that phrase .

i know you thinking what's writer stage right now . mine just first stage end.

we enough know each other maybe my second stage has started what i am experiencing is same stuff and i am tired of it . Hurt myself and expect more and build those fantasy stuff which is hardly fulfilled i guess . i know its bitter somehow relationship stay because we are lazy to start again and go through all those stuff damn foremost is sex ..need sex with only that partner whom you in love that's a human nature  because its totally different feelings and vibe that we shared in first stage ..yeah so we still continue but in second stage that's the stage where we first start feelings of jealousy because love is selfish and possessive too

no matter how much you act normal. but somehow that jealousy emotion itself include and no matter how much you tried to control that's the reason of fight in couples . that's totally different feelings because that's where part of our love become more powerful and lovable moment ..lol some people are like those emotions a lot so they find a way to fights ..weird .. i do too but before told my boyfriend that i am craving for fights lol. so we can end up peacefully, not in most heart breakable breakup lol . Because i am in love and i want to pass all stage so we can live peacefully not in depression and doubt . i will share with next stage of love who know what it will be i am just here to express my point of views ..hope you all don't take it personally ...so what you guys think about it ? please share yours views  too

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