Chapter 4: What do I do?

School was becoming a weird space. Stefan tried to not hit Alexander for his jealousy. I know it got more difficult everyday. I told him to just stay calm. His response was a angry face and he had said, "No one touches my girl."

I was a bit pissed about his possesiveness and tried to look passed it because he was already obsessive about this subject. If Alexanders name was in one sentence he would be saying childishly, "Alexander this, Alexander that!" Trying to stay call, but still sharper then he meant.

We we're in the playground and there was Alexander, but he was not alone. Stefan was saying or either yelling something at him. It was to loud and with the echo between the walls of the normal playground I didn't understand much of their conversation.

It got harsher and harsher with the minute. Stefan grabbed Alexander by the collor. Then I decided something stupid. I came between them when Stefan met go and just at the moment he wanted to hit Alexander, but instead he hit me.

Now I really had enough of this.

"Stop both of you or I will not be your boyfriend anymore Stefan and Alexander I won't be your friend anymore."

They both looked at me with their mound agap.

It seemed they would stop and I hoped they we're done, but then Alexander decided to say, "You better let her go or bad things will happen."

Stefan clanched his fist together and gave Alexander a hit in the face. Alexander grabbed his cheeck.

"ouch!" He let go a bit later and he was ready to hit Stefan, but before He could do that I said, "we are no friends anymore till you say sorry to both of us."

Then he seemed to calm down and he walked away from what just happened.

Now I felt like going home, but there was still 2 hours to go till we could go.

Stefan tried to hug me, but I backed away.

"Not now, I al still angry and I don't want to talk to you and Alexander today. Tomorrow we can talk about it."

That was the last thing I said before the bell signal got off. In class there was nothing special. Just boring France again. I hoped these last 2 hours will pas so fast that I wouldn't even remeber that the fight between Stefan and Alexander happened.

After 2 hours of thinking what could of happened between them the bell signal got into my ears. I grabbed my stuff and just left the class room. I was tired and afraid what was going to happen when I got a minute later out of the door. I had warned both Stefan and Alexander with both difrent words, but still it said the same. Leave me the hell alone.

That's what I wanted right now.

The bus and train right we're silent. At this moment I liked it that way. I could finaly go home and do some home work to ease my mind. It was funny I thought so, because it was from France and I was more like Into texting Stefan, but with what happened I didn't do that.

At home my parents and sister where sitting at the table waiting for me to eat.

I was not that hurgry, bit I eat a bit so my dad didn't get angry. Because I didn't eat his food.

Most of the time it we're weird combinations of food. Like missies apples with fish and potatos. There were much more of those combinations.

We talked a bit about how our days had been and we cell silent after that.

"I am tired. I am going to bed. Good night."

"Good night." My mom said and I went to bed. I took a fast shower and got into bed.

When I closed my eyes I saw Stefan and me and Alexander was laughing at us. When I looked at Stefan he didn't have a face. Was the same happening to me?

I didn't know, but it was a scary feeling. The feeling like we we're dying was upon us.

Stefan fainted fully and Probably the same happened to me or not. Then Alexander Came closer, so I was not fainting. I knew what was happening here.

I opened my eyes and yelled. What was happening to me. My breathing was heavy and my body was sweating so hard that my pillow and matras were wet by now.

I felt more tired then before and I wanted to sleep, bit not to dream for once. It always went bad and I was scared tot closet my eyes, but still I did.

This time It didn't dream again and my alarm woke me up. The next dat was announced nu that and luckily it was friday and then the weekend could start. The Autunm vacation was in 2 weeks and I knew already that Is would see both Stefan and Alexander. It was like he was going to do anything right. Trying to convince myself that this where just dreams. This was the first time In thoughts of that like this. It was kind of feeling good to think of that they way I dus now.

At school I felt like the day had to go faster. Stefan gave me space, but I really wanted to hug him and feel his kisses on my lips. I wanted to go to him, but he was not yet at school. I hope he isn't sick. Could it be because of what I said? I hope not. Maybe I send him a message.

Hi

I want to talk to you. Are you coming to school?

I didn't directly het al message back. I hoped he was ok. What do I do now? I just waited. It was still a bit early, but he didn't come.

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