Ptaa Nhii

"Iss zameen ke daaman ko chor kr aasman mai yo fir naa ki raate chaand pr guzre aur din baadlo pr."

Mai jaanti hu ye khyaal zraa bhi nayaa nhi hai.

Aksr hmne bhi bchpn mai jbb parindon ko aasman mai yo udte dekha toh ye khyaal ke hm bhi udege neele gagan mai hamare zehn mai aaya hai.

ye khwaab bht khubsurat hua krtaa tha tbb aazadi ke maaine bhi kuch ese the ke usolo mai bndhnaaa na pde.

Isilye bwche asksr apne maa ke daaman mai reh kr aage k rangeen spne soch lete hai.

Pr jbb shaam bhi mewri hone lgi aur maine guar kiya toh dekha ye panchii iss zameen se judaa nhi hai, raat inki bhi aksr ghouslo mai guzrtii hai.

Pr mai toh raate chaand pr guzaarna chahati thi.

Isiliye maine ek farishte ka tasvvur kr liyaa. Ye aasan tha aasman ko kho dene se.

Pr Haq ki baat kre to woh noor ki makhlook aazadi ke khyaal ya vhm se kusu duur rehti hai.

Maafi chahti ho agr meri likhi baate aap ko bht uljhi hui lgi ho toh.

Mai bss ye btaana chahti ho ke meraa aasman aur chaand sirf ek khwaab hai,

aur ye Haqeeqat itni mushkil hai mere liye qubool Krna ke mai jaagna nhi chahtii.

Mai chahtii ho ke ye khwaab kabhi na tote.

Khud ko loriyaa sunaa kr behlaa dena aur fir sitaaro ki chadr udd kwr so jaana iske alawaa mai ho hi kyaa?

Haqeeqat se muh feraa jaa skta hai pr use jhotlayaa nhi Jaa skta.

Isiliye mai aaj bhi pankho k spne dekhti ho aur subah hote hi gyb ho jaana chahtii ho.

Gyb ese ke jaise mai kabhi thi hi nhi.

Maine kabhi aashiyane k baare mai sochaa hi nhi. Udne ka khwaab tha hi itnaa dil gudaaz.

Jbb mujhse koi kehta hai ke tum aage karna kya chahti ho?

Tumhara spnaa kya hai?

Ya fir jbb koi fizool mustaqbil ki baate krne lgta hai mujhe chidh si hone lgtii hai kyuki ye esaa hai ke mujhe zbrdastiiiii nind se uthaana.

Mai kaise kaho k mera khwaab toh prro ke saath aasman mai ghoomna hai?

Mai jaanti hu woh kehte hai waqt rehte khyaalo se bahaar aana vhm ko todnaa zaruri hai wrna barbaad ho jaaoge.

Mujhe brbaadii se kuch nhi. Aur sach kaho toh mujhe din shrmindaa krte hai, jaise chii ye kaisi duniyaaa hai? ye kaisii Haqeeqat hai?

Mai duniya ke qawaid se bekhabar nhi, Magar meraa dil innhe Maan lene pr raazi nhi.

Ye meri ghair mutasalliq zaat ki ghair mutasalliq baate hai.

Jinhe na jaane mai kyu likh rahi ho?

Abb jbb tum itna padh chuke toh shyd ye bhi sochoge ke maa ka daaman toh sb se mehfooz jagah hai, toh kyu iss zameen ki girah mai tum ghr nhi kwr paa rahi ho?

Kaash iska jwaab nai jaanti.

Sach kaho toh zameen aur iske andhere se drr nhi hai mujhe zraa bhi nhi mai bhi ese haafiz jaanti hu.

Pr tum mujhe btaao aadmi khwaab ko dekhtaa hai?

Shyd agr mai aadmzaat na hoti toh uss dharakht (shajarah) ka khwaab na dekhti joh mere liye hai hi nhi.

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