Chapter 1 - Did I Really Deserve This!?

..."And here you have it folks! Our #1 Bachelor is now married and has gotten his happy ending!"...

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.........His happy ending!?...

.........What about mine!?...

...I'm here stuck in this forsaken fortress of torment! Surrounded by cushioned walls meant to keep crazy people in and the rest of the world out.....I'm constantly tortured by these retched people who think of me as a villain.....A VILLAIN!?.....Am I a villain for going after my love!?........Am I a villain for doing anything so I can have MY happy ending!?...... Why do I have to be punished for this!?.....Why do I have to be punished for loving someone who is rightfully mine!?...

...Everyone tells me I should just give up......Shall I really?........

...If only they had not met! Then I would have been the one to marry him! Why did he have to fall in love with her when I was so obviously in love with him!?...

...It's not fair! It's so...not...fair.... But I can't do anything.........

...I'm stuck in this place....... Jay will never let me leave here....He thinks that I'll hurt Nyla.....But......What's the point anymore?...

...He'll never love me......He only hates me and everytime he looks at me........all I can see is hatred in his murderous glare.......

...I can't take it......I can't see that.....I don't want to live with my love hating me...... So shall I really give up?...

..."Hey little b¡t©h! Time for lunch!"...

...And there are the retched people I hate so much......That was James. He's my bodyguard who is in charge of my every action......He's a supporter of Nyla and Jay's relationship and just because I tried to get my love, he hates me and treats me like trash.........

...I got up with much struggle as they had put me in one of those vests that restrict any hand action and the b@$t@rd couldn't even help me get up!...

...I walked out and everything was as usual. Everyone was glaring at me, even Mrs. Crock who couldn't even eat by herself. Was what I did really that bad!? I just........

...What I did you must be asking........I'll tell you later on in the story....

...I sat down in my seat as James took off the jacket restraint. He gave me my food, well better described as threw my found down on the table and then gave me a spoon. I wasn't allowed to eat with a fork since I would StAB SomEOne...... I'm not a psychopath to stab someone without reason but no one would believe me if I said that....

...After I finished eating it was time for showers.....I hated this part of the day.....I always felt...violated.......As we were considered pSYcHopatHs, even when it was time for showers, we couldn't be left alone. So the shower walls were transparent and guards would stand on one side while we showered on the other. And my guard, as I said before, is James......a man....

...But then again, I've already lost all my dignity so what does it matter anymore?...

...I as usual went to take a shower as James watched me. James, despite him saying he hated me, always watched intently as I showered which is what made me most uncomfortable...... I'm scared when I shower......If he tries to...r@pe me....I can't say anything because no one would believe me but thank goodness that he never does anything....

...After my shower, I got dressed and James escorted me back to my.......box........

...Did I really deserve this!?...

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