I'm a lesbian and have absolutely no feelings for boys.
She and I are classmates, and she is also my former classmate.
I am the type of girl who is extremely beautiful, you can call her "beautiful girl". The first time I called her was also the first time we went to the movies together. That day she wore a long-sleeved white dress, ankle-length skirt, with no hair tied but only a blue hairpin on her head. She looked at me and asked, "Do I look pretty?". At that moment, I kept staring at her forever, involuntarily saying "Very pretty".
The first time I went to the movies together, I didn't really pay attention to the content of the movie. I kept looking at the girl sitting next to me all the time, looking at the side of her face while I was still wearing 3D glasses, staring at my cheeks that swelled up because I was eating popcorn.
Before that, I never thought I would like a girl.
At that time, she suddenly turned her head and asked me, "You don't watch movies? It's a very good movie."
I was like a child who had just done a bad thing and was caught by an adult, I panicked and turned my eyes to the big screen but still stubbornly peeked at her.
At that time, I didn't know this feeling was "like", I just felt that this girl was different from other girls.
We still go to school as usual, everything has not changed at all. Her personality also changed at that time, really liked to save face, I liked to tease her, everyone who looked at her thought that we had a very good relationship.
At school, I used to pull her braids while she was walking, and every time she turned her head, she scolded me angrily. Then I waited for her to turn around and pull again. She likes the way I make her laugh, and I'm like a comedian doing all sorts of weird things. She likes to eat Japanese food, even though I'm not used to it, I go with her every time.
Is it the kind of fervor when you say there are handsome guys in the soccer field? Are you the kind of girl who goes to school just to have fun with me? Or is it the kind of knowing something you like and then working hard to understand it? Yes, I told myself. But I was very quickly able to accept this fact. I'm not trying to avoid anyone, I'm telling myself that there's nothing wrong with liking girls. I wasn't bewildered or embarrassed, nor was I afraid to hide. I started to work harder to be by her side.
I remember one time her friend met the two of us, that person said we were a good match, at that time she laughed loudly, I also looked at her and then smiled.
The first time we acted like a loving couple was when we went ice skating. I'm a newbie, so I can't slide at all, nor can I stand if I don't cling to the railing. I only know how to skate but I decided to show her how good I am! So I rented a dolphin stroller.
I immediately pushed the car closer to her "Come on, get in the car, I'll take you to experience how quickly life and death go by!"
She looked at me disdainfully, although her mouth was mumbling, she still sat on my "dolphin". I was quite happy, couldn't help but curl the corners of my mouth, "Sit tight! Let's start racing here!"
I felt excited for a moment, the clenched fist gradually turned white. "Hurry up!"
I started to fail, although the words I said earlier were quite brazen, but I did not dare to slide fast, for fear that the other person was not familiar. She is cheerful like a child, her feet do not touch the ground, smiling innocently. I always find you very cute, no matter what.
This car was rented for just over an hour, but she said she didn't play enough and wanted to skate by herself for a while longer. I didn't refuse, but I was afraid that she would fall, so I slowly ran after her.
She slipped in a circle, because of her arrogant and aggressive nature, she didn't say a word to me, but let go of the hand that was holding the railing, gravity pressed on the slide, could not keep her balance, so she fell. out the back.
I never thought I could react so quickly. I reached out my hand to support her waist, turned a few times, looked at the girl in my arms until she stood. I feel like my heart is about to jump out of my chest. "Next time before you let go, can you tell me something?"
On the contrary, I don't even feel regret "Didn't you help me? Hurry, hurry, I still want to play”
I was helpless to help her slide, took a half step, put my arms out ready to support people. She looked at the railing, then at my hand, and a second later, she squeezed my hand.
It was the first time our hands were interlaced. Many times she said she wanted me to take her to skate again, it was really funny. After that, our relationship also became more awkward, even though I knew my bad thoughts a long time ago, I still secretly smiled at this relationship.
I put the bike I used to go to school in the back seat, waiting downstairs in front of her house ten minutes early every day to pick her up and take her home. We tie our hair ties, wear the same clothes, and prepare surprise gifts for each other. We've done pretty much everything that couples do, I just haven't been able to confess...
In my heart I still feel guilty, she considers me as a friend, I have a different love for her. My personality is quite relaxed, after realizing my feelings, I quickly prepared to confess. I asked my friends, very grateful that everyone understood and gave me a lot of advice.
I prepared a lipstick set that she liked, bought a pretty hairpin and asked her out. Before leaving, he also specially suggested "Remember to wear that white dress!"
I was surprised, “The summer that you made me wear a long-sleeve dress? I want to wear a mini skirt!”
I have prepared a lot of plans for fear that you will feel bored. She wanted to try on clothes, I also obediently waited in the chair in front of the changing room. At first, I wanted to confess my feelings while eating together, but by then I really didn't have the courage.
I watched her use the lipstick I gave her, wear the hairpin I bought and say to me "The clothes you bought are so beautiful!". I smiled and replied, "If you like it, that's fine."
The sun had also set, we sat in a taxi, in a moment the taxi was set up in front of her house. I clenched my fists, knowing that if I didn't say it now, there wouldn't be another chance. I immediately opened my mouth, "Do you have someone you like?"
She just seemed to think I was chatting "Not yet."
"Did anyone like you before?"
"Um... There was a male friend who came to confess to me a while ago."
I gritted my teeth. "So you agree?"
"At that time, I was too young, how could I agree?"
I felt an indescribable feeling in my heart, like spilling a jar of salt on my heart. The car stopped in front of her house, she took the bag, smiled and waved at me "Bye bye!!!"
I pursed my lips and waved my hand back. The car showed the route, the driver gave me the QR code to scan, looking at her back, I suddenly had a thought, stopped paying in advance "Master, wait a moment! Just three minutes!”
I opened the car door to chase, she heard footsteps so she quickly turned around and stopped. I gasped. "You... wait a minute"
I blinked lightly. I took a deep breath and said, “I have to chase, because I'm afraid it will be too late if I don't say these words now... Actually, asking you out today, there are words I've been holding back all day. But I... when I saw you, I couldn't put it into words. Actually I… actually I don't think I have the courage to say… I just wanted to ask… Can you be my lover?”
She seemed quite surprised “You mean…”
I put a finger over her mouth. "Shh... I'm not done confessing yet"
“I really like you so much, so much so that I'm afraid I'll go crazy if I don't say it… It seems like it's inappropriate to say it… But I've wanted to say this for a long time. Even if you don't agree, at least you know, I don't consider you a friend b-..."
It was your turn to put your hand over my mouth, "Yes."
I was shocked but still reacted, immediately reaching over to hug her. She also wrapped her arms around me.
This is the whole story, currently we are still in love, in a few years we will consider explaining to our parents. I don't think that liking girls is the kind of thing that is inferior to other people. If you like it, you must be 'clear and righteous', not needing to hide it, and it's not just a promise. Whether we like people of the same sex or of the opposite sex, we all need to accept them from the inside and out instead of just focusing on looks.
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Seeing our love story being blessed by so many people, I was very touched. Want people to know more about our love story...
The first kiss was a year ago. I am an active person. We've been together not too long ago
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