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Got a Remedy!

That Christmas night, when everyone is loaded with happiness and presents in hand. While I laid half dead, blood running from my wrist to the cold floor making every inch of my newly brought white sweater stained..My body was getting cold as if the earth core is tempered to bury me into its sore. And slowly, my eyes are getting blurred.I mumbled the word -" so th-is how-its feels to die~~?"assuring them as my last words!

IN THE HOSPITAL

"Rest assured Mr & Mrs Kim, she is out of danger now. But she have a weak mental health now. I suggest not to get her involved in any activities that could be harmful for her weak brain". The doctor was explaining my mother and father. "dear..why did you do this?" my mother said and burst out crying. I while was still pretending to be sleeping. "it's all your fault" my dad blamed my mother. He slammed the door and then left, mother followed him after telling me -" Mummy is sorry...".I opened my eyes assuring the foot step's disappearance.

Its been like almost 2 weeks since i have been taken to hospital. Mom visited me every single day, buying me a tons of stuff i adored, but are no value to me anymore. Many times i even tell the nurse to not to let my parents in too...

2nd January

At night, the door creaked open i instantly close my eyes thinking that my mom as come again, but a nurse entered instead. She said-" relaxed..." in a soft tune. I slowly open my eyes, and came across her heartwarming smile the smile which i used to see in my grandmother's face before she passed away. She did some examination and note them down in the small file she was holding. She again gave me that smile of her's and was about to leave but then she halt. She turned around and asked " do you know who BTS is?" .She then left.

I knew that nothing interest me anymore but anyhow that question, asked by her somehow i wanted to asked it. "B-BTS?"

That night, i stay awake searching all about of BTS. I searched their first album, songs, awards, family, their motivation, their love, their voices etc that makes my heart DA-DUN !!! The very last thing that i finger search were that THE BTS FANS ARE CALLED "ARMY"... "ARMY?" i whispered the word and shut close my laptop.

But i instantly ended up playing a album of them, i let the music played and closed my eyes-

...🎼✨The day I hate being me...

...The day I want to disappear forever...

...Let's make a door in your heart...

...Open that door and go in...

...this place will wait...

...It's okay to trust me, I'll comfort you...

...Magic Shop...

...drinking a cup of hot tea...

...Looking up at that Milky Way...

...you'll be fine oh...

...This is Magic Shop🎼✨...