Chapter 3~ Guess I’ve never had a love like this

Chapter 3\~ Guess I’ve never had a love like this

Jay made his way to the cafe at the junction. He vowed that he would have to get Paris to become his and he knew that childish flirting would not work this time. He had inquired about the older boy and made sure that he was really single and had no particular love interest.

Earlier That Day

“Yo Gun you’re sure that he doesn’t have any one right?, because I’m going to go hard” Gun chocked on his coffee but nodded as to guarantee that the provided information was credible. Gun had asked his brother about his friend to avoid getting the wrong information. His brother and Paris has been friends since he could remember. Paris would have sleep overs every weekend at their house at a certain point in time and they were referred to as the twins.

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Jay kept smiling thinking of the older boy. He felt that there was a difference in what he was feeling toward Paris unlike any of his past partners which were mostly a one time thing. He felt that he wanted to cherish him, keep him safe. Thinking about it made him feel warm inside.

Opening the door of the cafe he was met with the fresh smell of coffee and something sweet. He made his was towards the back where a few college students were seated and chatting away while some had their head buried in books. He checked the counter area noticing that Paris was not here yet so that leaves him to check a few equations he left for situations as these.

after a few minutes the door opened and in came the person he was waiting for. He checked Paris out to find that the older boy seemed exhausted today. He was making his way to the back area with giving a few glance at the seated customers. After a few minutes he had on a different shirt with apron tied around his thin waist. Face already flushed and his lips seems swollen today and that caused Jay to feel uneasy. ‘Did he make out with someone before coming here’ he thought but then dismissed it thinking that he was not his yet so why is he feeling this amount of possessiveness.

Taking a deep breath, Jay made his way to the counter getting a few stares from older female students. Since he was not wearing uniform today people would mistake him as a college student due to his physics. He ignored the females and reached his destination staring straight in the eyes of Paris. He wanted this older male so much that he was afraid he might jump him. He was so lost drinking in the cute person in front of him, loving how his lips was so inviting.

“I want to pursue you, may I?” He found himself saying and this did not require a response as Jay would still go after Paris regardless. But he wanted the older male to know where he was coming from.

Unconsciously his head started moving closer to Paris but he was snapped out of it when the older male cleared his throat loudly with a pink tint forming on both his cheeks. That caused Jay to chuckle awkwardly and stating his order handing a hundred note and made sure that their hands touched when Paris handed him his change. He went back to his seat waiting for the older male patiently.

A vibrating sound came from the table distracting him from something important ‘like how blue complemented the older male’s pale complexion’. He was about to ignore but he was it was his mum and thought it might be important.

“Hello, Mum” his voice sounding sweet but his face showing agitation.

“Jay, are you home?” She asked in a rush

“No, I’m studying outside” he shot back

“Oh, when will you go back?” She inquired further

“Don’t know, depends..” leaving her to fill in the blanks to what comes next

“Okay then, do you need a car to pick you up after” she tried

“No mum, I’m good” he shot back and that seemed to let her no that his done with this conversation

“Okay, don’t stay out too late and love you” she whispered that last part

“Yeah, love you too” he replied back but his voice devoid of any emotion.

The relationship between him and his family being mother and father was not really stable, his mother working in politics having a high salary, people surrounding her day in day out and little time to look after him and that job quickly became his nanny’s. His father was considered as just a sperm donor, he was rarely there since his job requires him to be surrounded by body guards and staying away from his family; him being a big shot judge in the city. He did not understand how his mother coped but he knew that he struggled and would have been a different person if not for his nanny that was more of a mother to him than his own.

He was cut out of his trail of thoughts and became engrossed again but the older male. He stared at each move Paris made while setting his order on the table to wiping his hand on the apron after doing so. The older male made his way to go back to the counter when jay held his wrist and placing a piece of paper in his hand. A smile made its way to his face where as the older boy was surprise as well as confused. Jay released him and the older male made his was back to the counter opening the paper scrunching his face making him look even cuter, he stared at Jay and crushed the paper throwing it in the trash. Ouch!! But Jay expected that and will definitely have this person to open up to him and that will be very soon.

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To Paris, Jay looked like he was one of those people that was unearthly beautiful and that was the type he try to stired clear of. But that boy had a way with words that really got him thinking of changing his own rules with that be ; No dating younger males - Date only base on personality and compatibility - Handsome boys are a no go - Don’t do one night stands - Falling in love is out of the question and No drama. He got too many bad experience when he was starting with clingy, possessive and psychotic exes and he did not want a repeat. Hence the rules. But now this guy is having him breaking one and he could not let that happen.

“I want to pursue you, may I?” Jay asked but it sounded like a no response needed question. Paris in turn stared at him with an agitated look on his face. But he knew that this was a defense mechanism that’s unintentional. His walls was so far up that he sure won’t let the younger male climb over. His day went by as normal after the younger male left the cafe and he focus on finish the day as quick as possible.

Paris was exhausted and spent to the limit today. He took a quick shower as he felt sticky and achy everywhere on his body. After that he went in diving on his bed and going straight under the covers. His mind went back to that guy again. He had some nerve to hold his wrist and guts to hand in the paper with his number asking for a call or text.

He had had those in the past but none had the look that this one had. It was different and warming. Still pondering on that and thinking of different scenarios, he started drifting unaware of the smile on his face.

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A beeping noise kept interupting the sound sleep of the older male. He was not feeling well at all. He might have over worked himself this week a bit too much and this was the result, getting a flu. He turned off the alarm and turned to check the time being six am. He took his phone sending a quick text to three person. One being his best friend, next his homeroom teacher and the last the leader of his after school activity stating his condition and that he is unable to make it today.

Being him he knew that he would be bored during the day and already made a plan to visit the cafe and spend some time with his best friend. After a few ideas of what his day may be like he found himself asleep again and woke up with a vibrating sound.

Without checking the caller ID he accepted the call and waited for the other person to speak.

“Hello?” Came an unfamiliar voice

Still feeling drowsy Paris checked the caller ID and found it as a restricted number. Confused and in a daze he replied while questioning back with a raspy voice “who is this?”... “Did you catch a cold?, Are you okay?” In turn getting a reply with a question. “Who is this and how did you get this number?” Ignoring the question of the other person. He heard a sigh and the stranger replied with a calm voice “This is Jay, and it doesn’t matter how I obtained your number.. I’ll let you rest for today.. bye” before he could clarify if he knew the person the line got disconnected.

Paris made his way down the alley leading to the cafe. Today he felt refreshed due to exams coming up their schedule were lighter and no extra activity after school. He went straight to the back and came back well presented. Late afternoon the familiar group of boys made their way to the back tables as usual. He has become well acquainted with most of them due to his best friend’s little brother accompanied they all the time. That handsome boy was present but it seems today he is not bothered by his presence and focused on something else. Paris felt a disappointment was over him but he quickly dismissed it. Why was he feeling this way? He himself clearly didn’t know.

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The time to close was fast approaching and Paris was taking his 30 minutes break. He was so engrossed in checking the schedule for next week during exam that he was not aware of Jay’s presence. Jay wanted this boy, he truly did and he thought that it might be an obsession even. He cleared his throat to get his attention and indeed the older male lifted his head to see the person that had the nerve to disturb his ..... “Hi” it was him again Paris though but acknowledge the younger male with a nod. “May I sit with you?”without waiting for a reply Jay already sat down. “ What do you want?” Paris started but what made him angry was the fact that jay was smiling. “I want to pursue you and wanted to ask if you are free Saturday?” .. “I’m not free and I’m not available” Paris responded as rudely as possible but the younger male kept on smiling. Is he for real? Paris though. Jay made a comment that really caught him off guard and he found himself falling for the boy and hard. “ You look cute when you are angry, be prepared to stay cute each time we meet” Jay left it at that thinking that he did good for this round and he would definitely have this boy begging soon. Before he went back to the table where Dawn and Hwan was studying he fixed a star d of hair that fell in Paris’s face and that caused the older boy to flush a deep pink color all over.

After the exams Paris couldn’t handle it anymore. He didn’t know what to do. He will admit now that he was missing the presence of the younger male. He hasn’t seen him for two whole weeks but his friend visited the cafe like usual but he was not there. He started thinking the worse. He was taking orders like usual being a busy Thursday afternoon. This would be the last busy Thursday as the college students will be on vacation for the next 6 weeks. Some students like himself will be taking vacation classes at the college for the four weeks and remaining two visiting home. This year Paris will go home after 2 years of being apart from his family. He has already thought of the places he would be visiting whilst being back home, home cooked meals he misses so much. That brought a smile on his face and just as he was about to finish for the day Jay made his way towards his friends table not sparing a look at the counter.

This was all part of the plan, Jay wanted to make the older boy miss him enough to start a conversation even if it’s to scold him. Gun was well aware of that as well and would fill Jay in on information about Paris. He knew that the boy was missing him and wanted the older male to confess all on his own.

Paris’s face was flushed with anger and jealousy when he saw that Jay was not alone. There was someone hanging on his arm and he was cute. Paris felt jealousy coursed through his body and took off without sparing a glance at the two. He knew that if he stayed he might out himself on the feeling he was starting to have for the young boy. Since tomorrow there was no class Paris made up his mind to go the one of the pub two street over. He called a few college mates and set up to meet them at around 9pm.

He would get laid tonight regardless of who it was. There goes another rule ( No one night stand). He was jealous, angry, frustrated above all confused. He was no ****** but he was surely acting like one being all confused about the feelings developing for the younger male.

He arrived at the pub an hour after the initial time they were supposed to meet and he was already tipsy from the few beers he had along the way. He greeted each of his mates and drink straight out the bottle of spirit that the boys ordered. One of his mat Carl already knew that something might have happened as Paris was known to be very responsible when it comes to drinking. He knew his limits, but today seems to be a no rule day. Carl kept in mind that he would keep an eye on him just to be sure.

After a few hours the whole table was a mess. Some was making out with chicks they did not know, some sleeping, some taking videos as evidence for blackmail later. Paris was on the dance floor grinding against a guy he didn’t even know but he was happy. Getting lost in the music and whatever feeling of satisfaction was having came to a halt when he was pulled from the guy he was dancing with and landed in the embrace of a person with a familiar scent. He tried hard to make out what was happening but knew that the party was over. Next thing he knew, he was being pulled out of the pub with his mates following close behind but all with poor coordination. He laughed softly seeing drunk people trying to walk in a straight line but failed. “That’s me ha ha ha” he said with a chuckle after

Jay couldn’t believe it. Paris will be punished for his behavior. This was not what he wanted the older male to do after he asked one of his junior to be his pretend partner for a few. This was the last thing he needed a drunk and jealous guy to take care of. He wanted to slap some sense back into the older male but damn he looked appetizing with flushed face, droopy eyes and swollen lips. He snapped out of it and gave the older boy a slap on his bum getting him settled in the passenger side of his car. The rest of his mate were placed in a taxi with directions towards the dorm area. Jay got back in the car to find a sleeping Paris mouth slightly opened. “Why are you so cute?” He asked brushing the strands of hair out of the older’s face. He made his way towards his parents house knowing that everyone is asleep and his parents being out of town for a few weeks due to work.

He parked his car in front of the two story house. To him this house was too big and flashy but he had no say in that as he was born in this place. Him being taller than the older boy found it easier to carry the older boy upstairs to his room. He dropped the older boy on his bed turning his over slapping his bum once more to wake him up from his slumber. Paris was startled and took in the room he was in. “Go take a shower, you reek of alcohol” was all he heard before the door was closed behind him. He groaned feeling the tingling sensation from being slapped on his left bum and made his way towards a door that he thought was the bathroom. Trying so hard to to fall on his face since his head was spinning, he got into the shower and went about his business. Everything in this bathroom smelt amazing or maybe he was drunk. He was pretty sure that he might have been using shampoo instead of shower gel but who cares he chuckled at his thoughts. After toweling himself he went back to the room and threw on whatever he saw fit from the closet. That being only a big shirt that almost drown him but it was comfy. He chuckled again this time a bit girlish. His mind went to why he was here but he was too tired to think further as he laid there on the bed legs raised swinging from side to side without realizing that the shirt was pulled up, his treasures for the world to see.

Jay made his way back up the stairs after closing the front door, and getting water for the older boy. He just cannot imagine what he would do to him when he is sober again. He opened the door to his room to come to a complete stop, his heart beating through his ears, eyes bulged his mouth opening and closing. His pants becoming unbearably uncomfortably. Unaware of his presence Paris was humming to a tune he could not decipher his everything was on display for the world to see. His mind was being clouded with lust but he knew he had to stop it now before he does something they will both regret.

She shut the door a little loudly to gain the older male’s attention and went straight to his drawer to find something to give him to wear beneath that shirt. Paris was now seated and could finally make out who that person was. Once realization hit him his face became flushed. Once Jay turned around he could see the way the boy stared at him and that was driving him mad. He was really holding himself back but the older boy was making it hard. Paris saw the effect he was having on the boy and being not fully in his right mind set he decided to tease the younger and that was a wrong move. He stared into Jay’s eyes, slowly pulling the shirt up his leg towards his waist. Jay’s eyes were no longer on his face but the action bing performed. His eyes was lustful and Paris knew if he did not stop now things will truly get out of hand.

He climbed off the bed and grab the boxer shorts out of Jay’s hand and made his way to the bathroom. Before he could reach the door jay grabbed his arm and pushed him on the bed. The boxer short slipped out of his hand landing on the floor next to the bed and the shirt now rolled all the way to his waist, legs parted being fully displayed in front of Jay. Paris hurriedly pulled the shirt down but was stopped by Jay’s voice.

“Don’t move, stay like this” jay said while locking the door with his voice becoming two times deeper than his normal voice. Paris on the other hand had a panic look on his face and the embarrassment of it all but still he found himself complying with what Jay asked if not that made him hot and bothered. “Move up the bed same position” Jay instructed. Paris complied and in his mind was asking if this was really the boy that would always smile just to kiss him off whenever. But now he was dead serious with lust all over his face. Jay settled at the feet of the bed and stared at the older boy full on display in front of him. How far was he willing to go? What did he really want to do? Is Paris wanting the same thing he wants? Those questions had him pause for a second to thing of what he really want to gain from this. But what he said next shocked both himself and the older male. “Play with yourself” Paris almost chocked on his saliva but he found himself doing what he was told. Was he still drunk, tipsy it was hard to tell now as his body had a mind of his own. He nodded and started with caressing his chest slowly moving down to his intimate area. His mind went to how his past partners would tease him that way and since he would be on the receiving end he have to do it for Jay. He smiled a bit thinking of Jay’s reaction if he would touch and play with his entrance as well. Will it drive him made? Would he like that? Could he do that? He didn’t ponder too much and found his hand releasing his now hard member and going straight to the prize. He wanted Jay to be proud of him. What is happening to me? He** questioned himself but dismissed it as he felt his finger pushing through his entrance. That was the first time he had something there and it felt weird but not bad. His legs spreading further allowing him to have a complete access to that area as he placed another finger.

Jay was loosing his mind, he was so uncomfortable, hot all over, and a complete mess as he was mesmerized of what Paris was doing in front of him. He did not realize on when he undressed himself but he was now butt ***** hovering above Paris with the male’s arms pin above his head lust in both of their eyes. In that moment Paris thought on how he always were the one giving and taking care of his partner but now he knew that he would be on the receiving end and it scared him. Jay lifted his legs to have them on his shoulders and directed his member towards his entrance and with one force penetrated him.

Paris was sober now, his brain was fully functional now. He did not want this anymore. He tried pushing Jay off but Jay held him down. “Don’t move or it will hurt more” Jay whispered with a strained voice. He felt his member being squeezed hard and that was driving him on the borderline of taking it slow. He saw the tears that was rolling down Paris’s face but he asked for it.

He wants to hurt him but at the same time cherish him. He wanted to stay like this for a while until the older male get used to it. He knew that he was a bit bigger that the average hence he wants Paris to get use to it. Paris wanted to hurt jay as much as he is hurting now. Is this how the people he screwed felt? How could they enjoy this? His thoughts was interrupted when he felt Jay starting to move deeper but he did not want that

“Stop ... ah.ah.ah” he whined trying to push him out but that caused him to slip in deeper. With a groan Jay was fully in and gave Paris a few moments to breath. “Is it rape if you like it?” Jay asked teasing the older male’s intimate part. “” Paris had no answer he was as much to blame as Jay and he knew that regardless, nothing would have stopped jay if he didn’t instigate the first move. “I’m gonna move now” Jay stated as he started slowly thrusting in and out. Paris froze when he felt that jay was rubbing against something and he panicked. Jay knew what that look meant and leaned down giving a full open mouthed kiss on the older’s mouth. His tongue slipped in. Paris was confused on what to focus on the abuse his mouth was receiving or his rear end or his member.

The night went on with Paris begging for Jay to stop as he was well over spent, he did not know where and how this boy had so much stamina. What started to be a one time thing became a three times thing.

Groaning awake Paris felt his whole body aching and burning feeling at his rear end. He lost count at how much they did it and he think he fainted as well throughout. He crawled out of bed seeing pain killers with a glass of water with a note stating that a bath was set up for him to soak. He hated himself more than he hate Jay because he was the one who started it. He took the medicine, walking towards the bathroom with lots of effort. As he was about to enter the tub he felt something flowing down his leg and came to a realization that “He came inside?... Ah I’m gonna kill him” whimpering he settle in the warm water and let a contented sight escape his lips. He sat in the tub for a good fifteen minutes until the water went cold. He cleaned him self once more in the shower making sure that no trace of what they did were left, however he almost dropped the towel once he stared in the mirror. It looked like he was mauled by a dog or a beast, bite marks and purple bruises littered all over his chest, neck, belly and thigh he turn and even saw bruises on his bum. “What the hell? This guy...” he complained loudly. He saw a shirt and boxer shorts on the counter and hurriedly placed them on, brushing his teeth and slowly walking back to the room. It no longer burn but it was uncomfortable.

Jay sat on a clean made out bed when Paris came out of the bathroom. There was a plate of food placed on a small table near the bed. Jay motioned for him to eat while he went down to the floor as well. Paris tried his best to not show discomfort but jay was ahead of him placing a soft cushion on the floor. Paris’s face flushed and he whispered a thank you. They are in silence with each in their own thoughts. After breakfast Jay took Paris to his dorm mentioning that he will not be available for a few days but he will text him whenever he could. Paris dismissed him and exited the car with a glance towards Jay.

Over the next few days Paris was too busy with school project for the vacation classes and parttime at the cafe that he didn’t realize that true to his words Jay was nowhere to be seen. He came back from his two weeks vacation and October classes was hectic.

He had little to no time to spare for other things. Today being Thursday, with a long week end ahead Paris thought of getting laid this time he would allow another person to do what Jay did to him. Lately he felt that he wanted the younger boy but thinking that maybe he just needed some release, so he tried it with one of his college mate but did not work so he planned ahead that he would find someone to do it to him instead.

He was ready to meet the guy at a small motel three street from their dorm. He went to the room and found the older male already prepared. He didn’t waste time and started removing his clothes and getting into it. Just as the older was about to enter him he got a flash back on how Jay held him, hurt him, but over all cared for him. He pushed the guy off and excused himself whilst exiting the room placing his shirt back on. He couldn’t believe it. Jay broke him, he can’t have sex with other people without thinking of Jay. He has to find him and get his release. He needs to.

Paris made his was to the cafe and found Gun crouched near the counter. Just the person I’m looking for. He thought “Gunner, where is Jay?” Gun turned surprised that Paris asked for the older boy first thing. “Uh... I think they mentioned that he went to a camp or something and will be back.... uh today” Paris didn’t wait long and made his way to his dorm to shower again to get the sweat and smoke off him dialing Jay’s number. The call didn’t go through the first two times on the third try the voice he was longing for answered seeming tired “You Finally called”..... a smiled made its way to Paris’s face and nodded his head. Then remembered that he cannot see him. He chuckled and answered back with a question“ where are you ?” The next three words got Jay to go silent “I need you” and it was an invitation that was rare to hear from the older’s mouth. “I’ll come to you, okay” that was all before the line was disconnected

Both Jay and Paris was passed out from their recent activities. Some new discoveries were found that both boys did not know how it came about but the were happy.

Jay was the first to be awaken and could help to stare at the older male. Many may mistake that Jay was the oldest between the two. He would be mature about everything when it comes to Paris on the other hand Paris was his baby. After his camp training he felt that he was ready for the next step and that is to be fully committed and loyal to Paris.

The older stirred awake with Jay staring at him lovingly. Never would he have thought of breaking all his rules just to be with this boy. But he was happy.

“Paris, please be mine” Jay asked with a soft voice while looking in his eyes

“I was yours before we even spoke” Paris whispered softly whilst staring back into his eyes. With a smile on his face.

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