[Log 1-5] Just the tip

[Log: 1] The start of everything.

Hello

Welcome to my daily life post.

Hope you don't mind.

I've been sick lately, my throat hurt so bad and I cough so often that I'm ashame to even let out a sounds.

Fear not, I've been getting better lately... probably.

My fever isn't here anymore but my throat still hurts and I keep sneezing a lot, I think I'm catching a cold after my fever gone down.

If I get a nickel for everytime I got sick before the exam week then I'd have two nickels, which isn't much but it's weird that it happened twice.

You know... it obviously isn't pleasent to sit in the exam room with your throat hurt like hell, your nose dripping every 30 seconds and you can't stop yourself from coughing.

I might as well ended it here, these past few days I can't remember anything else but sickness.

Good luck.

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[Log: 2] A day

Hello again.

Nothing much happened today really.

I've join back online and talk with a friend of mine, gotta keep the relationship going if you want it to last.

I hope none of them forgot me, because I won't.

My mid-term exams is coming in 2 days and there's still so much things I need to do before I can actually study...

I need a month of rest to recharge my whole life.

If only school were 3 weeks of study, 1 weeks rest. Repeat.

It would be so great...

But tutoring and extra class might just ruined it.

I just wanna sleep and not remembering things I have to do tomorrow.

I'm so tired.

Gosh I miss the time when I was the fastest biker kid in my neighborhood... Elementary school.

I still remember that one time when there's a bunch of kids with bike(including me) forming a group near my house.

I don't remember what we talked about but I do remember me turning around, like riding my bike to turn around and they're just.. gone.

Actually, they run without me.

I rush the bike to catch up to them, there were only one person that I couldn't catch up to. She were older than with a bigger bike (wheel) too.

I think they mock me or something?

.... For years, I took that as my pride in knowing I could just out run all of them if it were fair.

And then I realize they were just purposely avoiding me.

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[Log: 3] Another Tuesday.

Hello yet again.

How's your day?

Good? Great!

Bad? .... Sorry for asking.

About my day, huh...

Well... I suppose there isn't anything way too cruel or traumatic happened this week. Not that I wanted it to happen or something.

Things have been going normally, so far it been alright.

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I don't know what will I do after everything.

I don't even know what do I want now.

I don't really have any hobbies in real life, no actually close friends that I could social on the weekends... I don't think I'll even want to. I probably will just took the day off to rest.

The one things I'm good at on the outside is my grade in English.

And that's because I consume most of media through English instead of my mother language.

I am not excellent, I am not out standing.

I cannot answer simple question such as "Hey, how do you study it?" or "Hey, do you ever do anything else besides study at home?"

I knew all along that I was a cut out paper who is just... there.

I tried, I did tried.

I try to talked, I try to go on walk during breaks with them, I tried to make up conversation about our surrounding... I...

I guess it kinda late now that everyone already have a deep connection with each other and I'm just stuck here...

Why? There is one girl that doesn't know them that well and yet still get along with them better than I do.

And she seems to hated me, not directly but obviously trying to cut me out. I can sense it.

I guess so, since she used to be my class rep last year. She watch me get isolated.

I wonder if she talked bad about me to anyone yet...

Let's just... let me forget this and go to sleep. It's so late again.

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[Log: 4] Calm

Hi, it's been a decent day so far.

My exams is delayed to next week because of a up coming storm.

I'll say I am... good with it.

Give me more time to prepare I suppose.

I don't have anything else today to talked about...

Hey, quick question.

How do people actually... remember so many topics to talk about?

Don't answer it if you can't figure it out too.

This log is such a mess... it's like 11 PM and i'm here typing on my phone thinking of what to say next to myself like what??

Okayyy I needa charge my phone it's on 19%

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[Log: 5] It's Friday

Hey...

I think I miss a day? I guess it won't matter much.

Today has been... alright.

I stayed at home most of the time.

Gotta rush to my teacher house for extra class because she decided it would be a nice day to prepare for exam.

She's looking out for us, I appreciated it.

She even cook me noodles when she knows I didn't eat breakfast yet.

Isn't she nice? She sure is.

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I wonder if this is just my sicknesses still haven't going away yet or something else.

But I don't want to eat anything.

My mother keep telling me to eat more, so I can get well, stop being sick.

And it's true. it's right.

But it get so... ugh.

I don't feel like eating.

Foods that I used to like, eat a lot just feel... odd.

I just look at it and thinking "How many glass of water do I need to swallow this..."

If it weren't for the drinking I don't think I would be able to eat anything at all.

Is this bad? it probably is...

When will I get better... I can't just skipped breakfast like this. I need to get well soon.

Stop being stubborn and shove it down your throat damn it.

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